back

12/17/24 - winter break!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm on winter break now!!! very happy to be done with the term lol... i got good grades though which i'm obviously very happy with hahaha. im also caught up with the dandadan manga!! its so good i reccomend highly. updates every monday and the anime comes out every thursday, so no content drought lol. idk if yall fuck with deltarune/undertale like me but we're 100% getting chapter 3 and 4 in 2025 which im very excited for!!! so much cool stuff coming im sure.

obviously a lot has happened since the election - it feels like a year has passed in less than 2 months. you know how i feel about luigi probably, so i don't need to type that out. in my personal life a lot has happened too, all good. i got all a's on my finals (2 100%'s!!! and a 90 on my spanish final :P) and i celebrated my good friend's birthday at a club!! was my first time at a club so i was kinda nervous ngl, but it worked out and it was very fun!! there's a christmas/winter holiday party coming up for me too and we're doing a secret santa!! i don't have much money so i hope i can find good cheap presents.

maybe tmi but i had my first pap smear/pelvic exam the other day. it was really scary going into it and obviously it was physically uncomfortable, but it wasn't as bad as i thought. i have some trauma around that part of my body and some of the things they have to do brought some hard feelings and memories back up, but im proud of my ability to power though haha. it's very important to get your cancer screenings and regular exams!! i'm also back on birth control starting soon (you start taking the pill on your last day of your period) so hopefully i don't get pregnant LOL.

anyways, im still alive and kicking!! i expect to have more stuff coming eventually, probably before the end of my break. if im being honest i havent thought of the site in a while- there was so much on my plate as you can imagine haha. im in the beginning stages of transitioning to a new look made by teppys layouts!! idk why i talk at length about my plans as theres like nobody watching lol. not thats a bad thing- i think if i had an audience id be too nervous to do anything!! i'm thankful for every guestbook message i get though. i like knowing at least a few people find my site interesting if only for a few minutes. thank you if you're reading this!! please don't be shy to comment lol nobody but me is reading hahaha

the weather is Very Oregon, reallly rainy and windy. perfect nap weather! i hope you are taking it easy and being kind to yourself